Trivia convo of cycling

她說，
when I am riding, I feel like a bird.
I paddle hard on the zig-zag climbs, my legs are my strong wings.
Flying on the descending road of Alps and Mt. Etna with my bike at 60 MPH,
she is part of me, and I am part of her.

有一天，我想重複妳的步伐，去那些妳到過的山頂。
(dont worry, I will for sure use compact crankset and climbing wheels and 32T)

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I went to pick up b-day cake on my way to work this morning.

and I thought about the first time i lost you and how miserable i was
then, I decided to wipe my tears with the H&M scarf filled with your scent

I know i am still relatively young and will have much ahead in the future,
but losing you is the pain that I dont know how to recover.

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有意識地跟一個溫柔的女人上床，之後緩慢不安的跌進有妳的夢裡，
妳什麼也沒說，只是輕輕揉著我的頭。
一個下午我把夢境說給兩個朋友聽，半是罪惡，半是傷心。
面對 bistro 啤酒櫃或是桃源街牛肉麵，話都說不清，眼淚撲簌簌掉著。

我想穿上妳的白茶一直坐在昏黃角落裡，不需起身。

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有一角突然靜了下來。在許多空隙裡有多年好友及家人陪著我，卻轉瞬靜默。好多時候我原想記好今天的細節，回家要同妳說些玩笑話的，又忽然領悟應該會撲空吧。於是我緩慢地在角落的陰影坐下，把心裡的聲響關起。

T, I really miss you.

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I am going home. Went to Austin and LA in the past few days, but there is one more place where I feel incoherently settled.

I had a shallow sleep on flight to Tokyo and nightmare with cold sweat. Every day and night, I feel emptiness has eaten me away. I am scared.